It's very late and I think we're not going to sleep until dawn but I am safe. Luckily I am out of town since early this morning and avoided the attacks in Paris. however my sisters are still there therefore I am not rested. I postponed my return to monday next instead of Sunday so I could come back to Paris during the day instead of the night but my mind isn't at ease at all. we're very shocked and disgusted and angry altogether.
I see some people still trying to push their xenophobic ideas while it's been clear, proven, demonstrated that what these monsters are doing has nothing to do with religion at all. I can't say I know what lies behind their actions but I know religion is not their true motive. I'm saying this as a catholic and also as a person. I can't accept the easy amalgam some people fall into because there's no reason for it.
What these guys are doing however, is because they're power-hungry, sadists and psychopaths who only seek anarchy and destruction. they want to harm us, they want to make us bleed. they even want to make their own people bleed for not following their madness. this is madness, this is evil... we can't allow ourselves to become just like them by spreading hatred or starting a war based on... fleeting stupid petty little things. they won't destroy us.
I might be scared as hell right now, I also know I am united with my people tonight but also with the victims of said actions who died tonight, and the victims of amalgam this situation creates. yes, my heart is with all of them and I look at the future with worry in my eyes because I really don't know what's going on.
But we will stand! united! no matter what.
Thank you for your wonderful messages! I'll get back to you when I'll feel much calmer.
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