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((I have been MIA for a LONG while, I'm sorry, I was busy and then very sick...and then we suffered a terrorist attack. here's the only thing I would say which suits me better than a picture or a motto))

There's a thin line between using brutal ways to fight for your life, freedom, your rights /and/ actually killing lives for the sake of killing or power. A thin line between what actually is terrorism and what some people want us to believe it is but it's another debate. What happened in my country a couple of days ago (and kept going on until today evening) is horrible. disgusting. It's damaging for everyone. When hatred and a certain attraction towards destruction, a thirst for power leads people to murder innocent folks and random people. When a young woman who was at the end of her traineeship to become a cop is cowardly killed (on her back) while on duty, when those people use and spread a twisted vision of a religion to justify their actions and when ignorance or willful blindness is thrown into the mix to keep on hating on "the other", "the foreigner" I can only sit back and blink.

When will it end? what will become of people? of this world? of MY world?

I cry with the victims for their loss, I am enraged at the sight of the growing intolerance, I am worried about the future. I will always be.  Violence has always been part of my life, in my birthcountry when State is failing and people have to bring justice to them by force, most of the time violentely because they refuse to be victims anymore. I have seen a lot of corpses in my young life, somehow being unphazed by the sight of it, but still sensitive to the message behind, the reasons that led to such a gruesome end, the fear for my security although I admit, I lived relatively well compared to others and thank god, never was a victim of such brutality. but the fear never left. I brought it in France when I moved in, it's always at the corner of my eye whenever I go. And when I finally experienced that violence, in France and ended up being unable to leave my place for six months I needed to regain control on my life. I needed to understand. 

I do need to understand why people could kill others, why they do feel the need to hide behind something (politics, religion, an ideology or whatever) to justify for their thirst for blood. It always comes to this in the end. You want to be in control, you need to scare people. You relish in it and the circle never ends.

I refuse to bow down and I refuse to be afraid, come what may but I do not want to give into some psychopaths urges, give them the self-gratification from seeing me shake in fear. (and I include ANYONE with the will to induce FEAR into Me whether it's because I'm french, a woman, a woman of colour, a fat person, a supporter of democracy and so and so...) I refuse to stop being myself and I refuse to give anyone the right to silence me. We will survive the violence, I believe in it, but we need to wise up and not give them what they truly want: Anarchy, even more racism than there already is, even more dis-harmony. we are a nation, a colourful nation, one with a huge past with its dark and bright times. We are ONE and we MUST remain ONE. 

There goes my prayer, this is what I truly want to say

And of course, all of my thoughts are towards the victims once more, for it is really the blood that is shed that should matter the most. R.I.P :heart:
  • Mood: Pain
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  • Watching: the nightmare before christmas
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  • Eating: new year leftovers
  • Drinking: wine


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That deviant acct was used by my bro before, but I took it back.

Asma Jensen is mine do NOT steal her!

Drawing is my main hobby! I never took classes and I'm not studying art and I usually don't use references! (which IS bad)

I only draw with HB pencil and a piece of paper

I don't do commissions, requests collabs and gifts for friends only.

Current Residence: Paris, France
Favourite genre of music: , RNB, Hip Hop, Rap, instrumental.. classical, Rock,
Favourite cartoon character: storm (x-men) WOLVERINE (x-men)
Personal Quote: Pretending isn't making things real

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TixieLix Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the KFP fave!
MatesLaurentiu Featured By Owner Jan 30, 2015  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you for faving Esotera, much appreciated. :)
DubuGomdori Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2015

No man am I! I have slayed the impossible! Who dare cross my path? Hmm? You? Are thee the one who have favored me? Then in thanks to your favor, I give you a swift and painless death! Please begging does not become you. There is only one way I will stay my sword. Bring me Aragorn's:heart: rvmp    now! 
(Eowyn-Wraith King Slayer)

GPhoenix Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Tag a quality deviant, You’re it! Quality doesn’t mean that you have a lot of followers, or a lot of messages. It means that you’re nice to other people, and you deserve to be happy. If you get this message, someone is telling you that they love you as you are, and they don’t care how much followers you have. Send this to 10 deviants who deserve it. If you break the chain, nothing will happen. But it’s just good to let someone know that you love them! Tight Hug
Kaedegirl Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thank you :D I love you!
EmiAlvarez Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2015  Student General Artist
thanks for the fav!
Kaedegirl Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
you are very welcome my dear :) it's well deserved :D I like your art :D
DubuGomdori Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2015
Oh no, do I owe you money too? How much? A million!
Well a Lannister always pays his debt.
I'll deposit it all into a personal account of yours in the Lannister bank.
We do charge a 10% fee every year and you just need my permission to make a withdrawal.
You can ask anytime and the answer will always be a 'no'.
Let's toast!
You know, this bottle of wine is coming out of your account.
Would you like some wine and cheese?
It's just another $100 extra.
Thanks for favin me. (Tyrion LannisterEVIL Laughter!
Kaedegirl Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I have no doubt my lord  about the good intentions behind your offer but I might decline it for I am not as rich as I could have been and no contract of yours could enhance my situation. *bows* 
DubuGomdori Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2015
What an elegant way of saying no, you must sit by me and teach me this art.
At this moment I am in great need of saying no to a lot of people.
Here let me pour you another cup my lady.
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