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There goes my life.
I honestly believe that I might be running out of options right here. I don't even know if I would be able to keep arting. All my life I have been trapped, I feel like it, I was proven right today.
Leaving is so tempting, so very tempting. But I would be damned if I gave into it right now. I was made to fight, then let's do this.
I just don't know how long I would keep going. Hopefully, until /something/ turns the table. I would pray for it.
I might not be as strong as I believe myself to be.
I just want to leave...
But I might love "being" a little bit more than I expected.
I'm sorry really...
I honestly believe that I might be running out of options right here. I don't even know if I would be able to keep arting. All my life I have been trapped, I feel like it, I was proven right today.
Leaving is so tempting, so very tempting. But I would be damned if I gave into it right now. I was made to fight, then let's do this.
I just don't know how long I would keep going. Hopefully, until /something/ turns the table. I would pray for it.
I might not be as strong as I believe myself to be.
I just want to leave...
But I might love "being" a little bit more than I expected.
I'm sorry really...
2022 what an awful year
Hi there Devious, I am very sorry for having been MIA for so long but cancer struck my family twice. first my dad, now my twin. Most of my time is dedicated to them so I really cannot be around as much as I wish I was. With that said, I am extremely disappointed in DA and their stance on AI. while they made possible for artists to refuse AI from mining their artwork, it's the principle that didn't sit well with me. It should have been the other way around. Therefore, I am honestly thinking about leaving this place for good. I have met wonderful people over the years and I am very grateful for all of you but I am at my wits end. I will not take a rush decision so for now, this account stays there but come the end of the month, I will see if I leave or stay. Until then, please take care of yourselves. I will keep you updated about the book. First draft is done, now I'm just refining and proofreading it. Once it's done, I'll translate it in English and you'll hear from me I
Happy Holidays 2020 + updates
Hello Devious!! Long time no see! First of all, Thank you so much for all the new watchers and also, thank you to all the old friends still sticking around with me. It's very appreciated. :heart: Second of all: I know this year is very different from the others. (Duh! pandemic.... of course it is! > I quit my job. It officially ends in two
Happy Holidays everyone :heart:
Merry Christmas (and all the other holidays you guys celebrate) and Happy New Year :)
The journal is going to be incredibly short, but I'm just passing by. I love ya'll, and I wish you the very best :heart:
May 2020 be a better year for all of us, art-wise :) I didn't forget my goals. I need to write/ sketch a lot more and that's what I'm going to do :)
I wish you the very best :heart:
Semi Hiatus 12.10.2019 + birthday wishes
Hello Devious,
Thank you so much for all the birthday wishes! As many of you have noted, I've not been around very much these past few months. I'm going through a lot. good things, bad things, I don't have time to sit and think. Long story short, I'm good, except for work. My new job is making me very unhappy so I'm still looking for a new and better one. I still have not found a place to call mine so I'm switching between my little sister's place, my twin and her boyfriend's place and my friend's place until I find something more stable. I absolutely hate the situation I'm in, the stress, lack of recognition, exploitation are impacting on
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I thought exactly what JoeMDavis said "I wish I had some words of wisdom to give you that could help". And I'm sorry for not being here before. I miss times when I was younger and I could spend more time at DA reading all the journals and commenting them all. Now I feel so bad person and so guilty when I write about my petty problems like someone not crediting my works and I get so many responces. I'm sorry, I don't want to make this about me. I just read your comment that you returned to DA and I felt the need to check on you what happened. It's been a while since you wrote that journal. How is it now?